I think Leon was pretty shocked when I asked him to drive us home from the hospital. But I think I would be too distracted by my sons to actually drive without causing an accident. They are so small, so perfect, big blue eyes and balder then me. This whole experience has been amazing. I don’t think I could put Brian through it again but I wouldn’t trade it for anything. Brian’s incredible, breast feeding, changing diapers, he can already tell them apart. Although I don’t have the first clue how, it’s a good thing he promised to leave the hospital id bracelets on them. Jade was a hoot, she was so upset that they were so small and couldn’t play with her yet, then she stood over the basinet they shared and promised to be the ‘bestest big sister’ and teach them to ride her Big Wheel when they got ‘ots bigger’.

I have to admit as excited as I am to be taking my family home, I’m a bit nervous since Mia is coming home today to. I know she’s apologized to Brian. And I’ve talked with her doctor and he said as long as she keeps her future doctors appointments and stays on the anti-depressants that he proscribed she should be fine. But I still worry about my children safety after what happened last time. Brian says we should give her a chance. But I can tell he’s at the end of his rope and this is it, it’s only for me that he’s even trying this time. There won’t be a next time. I really hope she gets better, I want to keep my family together now that we’re all home again.